I thought long and hard about what I wanted to rent and where. I had a long list of wishes.
I wanted to be closer to San Antonio for easy access to my office. But I wanted a small town feel. And I wanted a river nearby for swimming! I wanted to be close enough to Luckenbach. And to have other music venues close at hand.
I wanted my new town to have the same kind of warm, homey Texas feel that Fredericksburg had blessed me with.
I hoped for some running groups or running community to connect with. And a good gym I could join, for indoor running when the heat index is too high for outside marathon training.
Boerne met all my criteria.
And I found a sweet little cottage to rent there- small, stand alone, private, with lovely gracious landlords who I feel like kind of adopted me. I let them. Because it feels real good to have someone looking out for/taking care of you when you're in a big 'ole transition.
So I moved into this cottage, and here's what I had:
My clothes and camping gear, books, my computer and a folding table to put it on, an air mattress, 2 pillows, 2 towels, a down comforter, 2 cups, a bowl, 2 wine glasses and a toaster.
Then I bought a few more things:
Like trash cans and sheets and bathroom rugs and a pan and a crockpot and two plates and a chef's knife and a package of plastic cutlery. Oh, and some kitchen towels and sponges.
Sooooo now I am kind of "camping" in my cottage. It's kind of funny, sometimes fun, and sometimes feels a little pathetic. Like last week, when the temps plummeted and my little window air conditioning/heat unit was inadequate to keep my place warm. I found myself using my toaster oven as a heater, and I huddled in front of it on my air mattress, sleeping bag on my shoulders, drinking too cold red wine.
Hurmpf.
It's not that I didn't try to BUY a space heater. I went to 20 different places trying, but they were sold out. Everywhere.
So I called on my Finnish "Sisu" (think grit, stubbornness, toughness, stick- to- it-tivism) and just pushed on through.
And the weekend warmed up. And I met a new friend who loaned me a space heater for the next cold snap.
And now I'm dragging my feet about gathering more stuff. I'm finding some perverse pleasure in living bare bones. I find my Swiss Army knife meets lots of my needs. I keep thinking of the mantra:
"What is yours will come to you."
So I'm waiting to stumble over some things I need. Because I just don't feel like buying a bunch of stuff.
And my landlord brought me a little TV. And a TV tray to set it on. And I dragged an old chair in off my tiny porch.
And sometimes I just sit and laugh.
Because I'm like a bag lady. With empty bags.
And there's something I like about that. It's simple. And challenging.
I know pretty soon I'll have a tea kettle and furniture and cutlery and doilies. But in the meantime, I'm camping.
2 comments:
Not a bad way to live, sister friend!
As I've said many times before, you really know how to live, sister!
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